“…but asking Allah for forgiveness and forgiving yourself are two separate things. Astaghfirullah (I seek, ask and want to gain forgiveness from Allah) , Astaghfirullah, Astaghfirullah, Astaghfirullah. Allah forgave us, but did you forgive yourself? Are you happy being at Jumuah, because Allah (swt.) chose you to be at the dress rehearsal for Yawm Al-Qiyamah? Or are you here because you are a sinner, because you are so bad and you need Allah’s Mercy? Khalas, say Astaghfirullah. But after Allah (swt.) has forgiven you, you have to forgive yourself, because I could say.
Wallahu yuridu an yatuba ‘alaykum…
(Allah wants to accept your repentance…)
Allah put the Ism (as Nouman Ali Khan teaches an Ism is a Place, Person, Thing, Idea, Adjective, Adverb and more) first and the fi’l ( verb / word that has a tense) second, and that is amazing, because of all the things in the universe Allah chose Tawbah. Allah chose Tawbah. And that is all He wanted for you. ”
[Imam Wisam Sharieff]