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  • Internet Security or Videos? Love ’em III -Part I

    Over the last few days I’ve become interested in Internet security again. I always get bouts of these interests that creep up and go after a while it seems. Anyway, I remembered a conversation with a friend a few years ago about the dark web. The internet that we normally access is the tip of…

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  • Das Erwachsenwerden I

    Der letzte Post ist irgendwie zu einem Monster mutiert, er sollte eigentlich noch diesen hier beinhalten. Zum ZDF; obwohl ich bestimmte Programme und bestimmte Auffassungen von bestimmten Themen, von bestimmten Leuten, nicht immer leiden konnte war die ZDF-Mediathek sowie auch der Ntv-Livestream und andere Anbieter eine Art für mich Kontakt mit Deutschland zu erhalten. Auch…

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  • Der Umzug und die Depression

    Seit 6 Jahren nun wohne, lebe, lerne ich in England. Als ich 14 war sind wir umgezogen. Es war damals eine schwierige Zeit für mich, ich wollte nicht wegziehen. Von meinen Freunden, meiner Schule, meiner gewohnten Umgebung, meiner Heimat. Ich bin Deutscher, hab mich immer so gefühlt und fühle auch immer noch so. Damals hab…

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  • Repelling Evil

    Today inshAllah I want to talk about countering a bad deed with a good deed. Allah swt. has promised a great reward for those who when encountering bad behavior, do good instead instead of answering with bad. Good conduct, good behaviour has a very high importance in Islam, it counters the influence and outcome of bad…

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  • #MyJihad

    #MyJihad is staying positive when everything around me is negative. Addendum 2023: My heart and my dua’s are with the people of Syria then, now and forever.

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  • On this journey called life

    On this Journey On this journey called life we seek the light to guide us through the stress and the strife, the light that stays with us through times of sadness and laughter. What is this thing called hereafter, that you chase after? While I chase the money, the fame and all I care about…

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  • #MyProphetTaughtMe

    #MyProphetTaughtMe to be balanced in everything I do. Not to, only have a fit body but a fit state of mind too. To accept and respect everyone’s opinion, but make mine the middle path. Listen. He thaught me, to cry from the fear of the punishment and judgement of God and also to sob and…

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  • The Search for the Sound of the Soul

    This night has me thoughtful, thinking about the last few days, weeks and months and their impact on me. As I searched through my mind, heart and soul, asking desperately to tell me what it wants, and turning to call to God. I remembered listening to a talk by Nouman Ali Khan last week or…

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  • Balance

    It is on a balance that I stand My deeds deciding where I land Even something of the weight of a sandcorn could make that balance tip, causing me to mourn. Do I get to Jannah or do I fall pray to my desires that fires this drive towards consumerism selling me a myth of…

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  • Performance Anxiety

    Yesterday was the first time I publicly read out a poem that I wrote,  I personally didn’t think it was that good. But I felt good that I was able to get out of my comfort zone and read a poem to 100+ people. Though I’m happy that I didn’t have to actually had to…

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